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January 22nd, 2009
06:39 am [Link]	Leave me alone. I'm seriously being forced to live a sober life for the next two months max!...... You've got to be fucking kidding me, doctor. Drinking isn't a problem, I rarely ever drink anyways. No way, no how am I givin up weed... But I guess I can since I haven't had it in I don't know how many days. This is besides the point...My doctor said this should be my "wake up" call . Had I stayed in Florida and got worse, I could of died cause all my insides were so swollen. And that really scares the shit out of me. I'm in complete deniel as of right now. I honestly don't have a fucking clue what's going on or what to expect. I'm starting to lose feeling in my right pinky and ring finger and I have a numb feeling in the back of my neck. I wouldn't be surprised if it's the medicine fucking my body up more then it already is. I just want to be normal again. THAT'S ALL I FUCKING WANT! I have an anxity attack every other day and my chest is so sore and my heart hurts. I'm not gunna lie, i'm fucking scared. I don't know how to say thank you enough to my mother for putting up with me. I've been so rude and demanding these past 2 weeks and i'm just now realizing I need to do what these doctors are telling me to do. I don't need no ones help but my own mothers. I'm glad I know that I do have SOME friends who actually care whats going on and keep in touch. I always have to find out whos real and who isn't the hard way. GOOD JOB FUCKING ASSHOLES! No one is real anymore, i've even been told to my face i'm not either. Sooo fuck everything! Cause I honestly give up and don't give a shit. What the fuck, man. PEACE! Current Location: Groves, Texas Current Mood: angry
April 29th, 2006
12:14 am [Link]	hahaha kathy left her lj signed on. hahaha now i can lurk all the people from texas that are friends only. we love you -wes and vanessa (2 comments \| Leave a comment)
September 25th, 2005
12:52 am [Link]	durka durka i like me some bill! (14 comments \| Leave a comment)
October 16th, 2004
03:46 am [Link]	So im over here in Houston with my sister and chris... Im going to Victoria today..nothing great tho.... uhm...i really miss patrick...he called me tonight and i didnt pick up..stupid me.I called back..but he was already asleep...I miss him so much..gosh..i wish i didnt have to miss him. We never talk any more on the phone.I hate it.But ok its like almost 4AM.. night Current Mood: sleepy (Leave a comment)
July 5th, 2004
06:46 pm [Link]	nuff said about it........ (Leave a comment)
May 19th, 2004
04:55 pm [Link]	Sleep sounds like a plan as of.....NOW Well i stayed up on my cell phone till 3:40A.M last night..I got like 2 hours of sleep..maybe even less..Thank god today was a easy-go-day!!I Have alllll these effin test next week i have to take.Blah...20% of my grade they say...so thats sucks.And that tells me i have to study hard all next week for my test..Sucks..Oh well.Cody called yesterday from jacob's cell phone...I thought it was the dumbas jacob..but no...i called him back and it was cody.I asked cody why do you have to call me from jacob's cell....AND SO MUCH OF A FUCKEN FRIEND HE IS...this is what he said" I FORGOT YOUR NUMBER AND I DONT HAVE IT NO MORE"....!!!THANKS...ASS...Well i soon forgot about him after i got off the phone with him and his lame number.I just dont understand.We WERE bestfriends at one point..AND i know a lot of friends,boyfriends,girlfriends,and best friends who fight allll the fucken time ..and they still stick together and dont for get about SHIT about them...SO i just dont wanna talk to him no more.Im doing just fine with out talking to him.And beside's i have my sister more to talk to and also she's moving back with me.So there really is no point in fixing bull shit with cody..I just DONT CARE NO MORE..just like him!...and yeah people were telling me how he went and gave my ex-bestfriend nicole a hugeee hug and got her number and now calls!!!YOUR TO FUCKEN COOL CODY..LET ME FUCKEN TELL YOU....Any ways.This weekend is gonna be bad.Cant wait dood.I get to go out Friday,and Saturday my mom is going outta state..woot woot!Well im gonna go for now!I'll be in vtown next Friday to go see my sister walk the effin stage...Crazy dood...Any who..Bye kidds Current Mood:* gloomy (2 comments \| Leave a comment)
May 18th, 2004
04:49 pm [Link]	Awesome.. Ha...I just looked at balli's lj.....made my day. Dumbass The End Current Mood: amused (Leave a comment)
May 17th, 2004
08:20 pm [Link]	Well 2 more lame weeks till school lets out.Not even 2 weeks, Just 7 more school days.Wow.Cant effin wait.Today was pretty good.I guess.Im talking to sharif on aim right now!I love this kidd so much.I dont know..Me and my "best friend" cody brusso never talk as much as we use to.Its weird.I feel like i did all the fighting and messing up with him!I miss going to his house and fighting with him.I dont know.I know it has to deal with my boyfriend.But theres nothing i can do about that.And cody know's me best, and i know him best to!Put i dont know.Its what ever.Well im gonna go. I just saw a pic of cody on james lj of cody?...makes me miss the kidd! Bye kidds Current Mood: confused (2 comments \| Leave a comment)
May 16th, 2004
02:58 pm [Link]	Welcome back...Welcome back.Welcome back.Welcome baccckkk Yup im not at home..Im in Austin.My profile On Myspace is awesome now!I got New pics and every one thinks there hott!Thanks every one!Im talking to my love des.Shes so awesome.I miss my boyfriend like whoa.We stayed up talking til like 3:30 last night.Big long distance phone call.From Austin to the big ATL...WOW..!!lol..and no he does not live there ..gay ...lol.Yeah Well Any ways.Im gonna go for now.bye kiddo's Current Mood: amused (Leave a comment)
May 11th, 2004
09:52 pm [Link]	uh.? I love the rain here tonight!The roads here are flooded like whoa!Its awesome.Today was ok i guess.My foot hurts so bad ..Because my mom ..I was gonna close my door..And i felt something pushing my door and she opens the door and i screamed so loud and i like flew up in the air and fell on my foot wrong..So yeah...well mmk..3 more stupid weeks of lame school!THANK YOU LORD!!! Current Mood: loved (Leave a comment)

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